Marc, Oktombro 7, 2008

I have been so stressed these last two weeks. Most of the stress has been coming from financial issues and the impending decision which needs to be made concerning working for the agency versus working as an independent. I just got off the phone with American Express and after speaking with them I have realized that I need to putting down about fifteen hundred dollars each month if I want my balance to go down one thousand dollars each month. This would be possible if not simple were I to work as an independent and so I think that if anything is going to make this decision for me it is these debts. In some ways it makes the decision simple because I can be honest when I tell them that the decision is just financial and that I have enjoyed working with them aside from the huge percentage. My ideal situation involves me staying on positive terms with them so I can still make use of them as a resource (and have Elizabeth handle my phone calls in locations which are unfamiliar to me but with which she is accustomed) when I want to travel to other cities such as Philadelphia and so forth.

The good news is that in just one week I will be taking an entire week off to play around in Detroit during the annual convention which hosted each year by the charitable organization to which I belong. We raise cash for important causes and wear lots of stupid costumes and have loads of fun for several days in whichever fancy hotel has been selected for the festivities. I need this vacation so much right now and I am even debating a quick trip out to Baltimore and Boston to visit some friends, though I am not sure if I can justify taking off three weeks when I know how much money that would mean missing out on. It all depends on how the next couple of days go I suppose. With the market crashing like it has been I am not optimistic but as long as I can end this week with a couple hundred dollars then I will at least have enough for the convention costs, though I may choose to work the weekend just to maximize my earnings between now and then. I have loads more in the bank but that is all savings and I am refusing to touch that account until after April when the tax season is done.

In other news one of my preferred regulars scheduled time with me earlier this afternoon. It is always nice to know what to expect when I schedule time with any client, and it is even more nice when it is someone with whom I have become familiar and whose expectations and needs I can anticipate. This particular client is my favorite right now because he is always such a sweetheart when he shows up and he is also always very clean. I always love the clean ones. One of our usual sessions will involve some making out before he goes down on me and afterward we indulge in some good hard fucking and then a shared shower to get clean again. Though the last two times he has added rimming to the list of activities, with him being the giver of course. This afternoon was almost the same as usual but this time he just wanted to makeout like teenagers with a handjob thrown in the mix for good measure. I was more than happy to oblige, of course, especially considering the fact that he is one of my independent clients and so I keep all the cash at the end of the session. Now if only all my sessions were like that.