Luja, Avgusto 25, 2008

I am feeling too damn bloated this afternoon. I tried drinking coffee all morning to flush out any unwanted water I could be retaining but all the urination in the world could not make a dent in the inexplicable increase of my figure. Must be gas then. It would explain the stomach ache. I suspect this is because I ate too much in the way of steamed dumplings and sushi and wide rice noodles during my regular weekend date with Annica last night. This means that my entire day is shot as far as feeling attractive is concerned and all I want is for it to end with at least twice the cost of the hotel room sitting unspent in my pocket. However this does not seem promising as the work day is half finished and I have only had the one client, two if you include the nervous blue shirted business man who ran off as soon as he arrived. I should be pleased with knowing that I have a client in two hours and another client in four but I never trust these things until the cash is sitting there on the desk. I hope that things will turn out well. I also hope that sitting on the toilet for who knows how long will help diminish the balloon that my guts have become so I can once again draw at least somewhat close to the narrow figure photographed in my advertisement.

Beyond that the regular date with Annica went well enough considering the unexpected explorations which we shared at her place of business. Nothing felt all that awkward once we addressed what had happened and it seemed like the unspoken consensus was that it would not happen again. I admit to being a little bit disappointed by this but if it does not happen again then it will all be for the best. Her husband has been jealous of my presence in her life even before he met me and it would be stupid of me to tempt that drama bomb further than I have. To give an idea of just how irrational his jealousies are, there was a period of time when he was still behind bars during which he was convinced that I was trying to steal his wife away from him despite the fact that I was playing an active role in bailing him out of jail. If my plan had been to steal her away all along then it should stand to reason that I would never have tried to help free him from his confinement in order to reunite him with his wife. Then again the fact that I fucked her silly on the bathroom floor of the striplcub where she works may indicate that his jealousies were not so irrational after all.

As usual our time together consisted of a visit to the tanning salon where as usual I wound up tanning a nice set of unintentional racing stripes down the left and right side of my torso and legs. The excursion also left my tits sunburned yet again and I am beginning to think that a standing bed may be the better option. Then again my skin has always tanned in uneven patterns so even that may not improve things very much at all. Time to break out the aerosol makeup again. That stuff is like a body stocking in a can once a person gets good at the application process, and I am good. In any case she and I enjoyed our time together despite neither of us feeling all that well due to matching and endless hangovers and I never once had to stand face to face with her husband. Always a plus in my opinion.

On a more positive scale it looks as though Jonah will be arriving in town at some obnoxious hour come Tuesday morning. He is going to be spending the week with me and needless to say I am excited. Though it will be difficult trying to balance my work schedule with my desire to spend as much time with him as possible. He sounded more than a little bit excited when I told him that I would be taking all of Tuesday off from work so I could spend both the afternoon and the evening with him, but that still leaves three days without any solid plan. I am not fond with the idea of leaving him at home while I run off to work, leaving him with nothing to do and at the total mercy of both my mother and visiting siblings. But he claims that he will be able to keep himself occupied during our time apart and I guess that I am just going to have to trust him with this one. I just hope that he remains as comfortable with my career once we are sharing space in person as he was when we were only sharing email and text messages. It is going to be an interesting week.